My blog have been dead since May. Many things happen lately . Whether its my grandma' cancer or be it relationship problems. It have always been so stressful .
The only people that truly know what you want is actually yourself. Besides, having so much things around you already pissing you off but you still have to fork out extra time and effort to maintain a relationship. You have to do all the planning and all the initiating of asking ur bf out.
They cant seems to remember what class you having today, whether you did something nice to your hair or there is something wrong with you . But on the contrary, you can remember almost everything of them . Like what class they having today and etc.
If you dont do all the initiating and planning of your outing with ur guy, then you will be worried that you cant meet them that day but to them, they dont its an issue.
Then you will start and question yourself all these :
Girls like me are everywhere maybe this is why you dont learn to cherish me. Why should I stay to make myself feel worst ? Being initiative in a r/s is too tiring, I have to plan every outing with you and make hints to just let you know, to call back when I am angry to comfort me. Why things have to be so spoon fed ? This aint love no more.....