______DOWN HERE I AM THE QUEEN, THE PRINCESS, THE EVERYTHING_

ABOUT THE QUEEN

IN HER SWEET 21
ALWAYS BITCHING ARD FOR GOSSIP
NOW IN RP (IT ON SERVICE MANAGEMENT)
EXTREMLY HYPER ACTIVE
BUBBLY AND VIVACIOUS

loved me!

♥DARLINKS♥____*♥

♥FAMILY♥

SHERMAIN♥♥;

GARY♥♥;

PHYLLIS♥♥;

BRIANCA♥♥[SISTER];

♥BESTIES♥

DAVID♥♥;

ZUO YI♥♥;

♥RP PEEPS♥

ANN
AGNES
ALFRED
AMANDA
DESMOND
JONATHAN
ISABEL
JECINDA
LIPENG
NORLYN
JIAYUN
KEVIN
MEI LING
IRA
WENTING
YAMEI

♥FRIENDS♥

MARKKIE
JULIANA
SHARON
GRACE
JASMINE
NATHALIE
SOCK HOON
YVONNE
WENDY WOO
KELLY
IVAN
WEI LING
XUETING
JANNIE
DEON
♥STAR♥

LUO ZHI XIANG, SHOW ON STAGE

♥Credits♥

♥ HISTORY OF THE QUEEN JOURNAL ♥

October 2005
January 2006
March 2006
March 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009

Sunday, November 22, 2009

So many things have happen these days. So many things to do. I have to work and stuff. UT in school is already damn frustrating . I totally have no time to study . But somehow I managed to get over it .

HOORAY FISH !!

Out to celebrate Chan Meng Birthday =)

Things are getting better for me and baby, I kept calling him lao mao and tweety bird cause his head is big and looks like one. Okay, not funny

Baby is now officially 18 and he hao lian to me that he can buy cigarettes all but he dun smoke. I dun know what is his intention of showing off to me . Wah lao eh, I like can buy 3 or 4 years back luh. LOL. I was like thinking he can go clubbing already. Should he go ? But he doesnt like that place but whatever la , his friends will have theirs ways of psycho him go one. CONFIRM !!

Same Birthday. Bayb and isabel

Isabel and her family

I also went to wendy's place that day after isabel's birthday. Although, there was only me, wendy and michelle . But we have great fun . We drank, talked and slackee. Best night ever. We are planning the next one which is yee zhao birthday, she wanna go clubbing .

Wtf , clubbing ? I dun even know how to dance maybe I can go there watch their bags or something. Or I can dance some mambo moves . Its so damn fun . You just have to follow the person .

on the way to print my pp poster

Shop uncle

damn cute

Went to Sunshine Plaza to get my pp poster printed out. I randomly went in one shop and ask the uncle to print it out for me. The uncle is damn cute and round. He does everything in slow mo . There was only me and one guy who is from rp as well printing the poster but he took 1 hour. But it was worth , with laminating somemore. Can ask Agnes go there print her poster too.

Baby also came to meet me for late lunch.

<3>

I heard from jonathan that he finish presenting his pp poster already and he have to present for 35 mins and present 2 times for 3 faci . The faci was like shooting him questions like a machine gun. But he still managed to pass. Damn good can . Hope I can pass also and quickly get it out of my mind.

Anyway, those who wanna know which shop is this, just tag on my tagboard =)

I need to sleep already otherwise tml no mood for studies again . Nights people. LOVELOVE =)

THE QUEEN <3` @* 7:24 AM

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

It have been long since I blogged. So so many things have happened. Relationship problems is the main and big issue.

We had a really big fight and quarrel last week which sets both of us to ponder over our relationship . We had a " cold war " for a few days and things still cant be like last time. When I saw him at the canteen, I will avoid him and just walked away. I had been really moody and heartbroken as I sense no change in him .

Wanted to broke off but couldn't bear. After a few days, we start meeting up and things became better . We talk things through and we are better then before. I really hope that we can go a long way after so much . Hahs, so much for the sad stuff.

Met up with delwyn these few weeks also . He is also experiencing the same thing as me and He just seems so bored and when I talked to him abt things, he is always have his soul floating to some other places . I can sense and see that he is thinking about lots of things but whenever I asked him , he will just said : Nothing la.

Gosh , it seems like everyone is having these problems but I can assured you all that these days will be over soon and good days will definitely come waving to you. Just be a little more patience. Everything will be okay soon.

Trust me =)

Anyway, I skipped school today just because I am too lazy and I want bayb to acc me at home and he did . Although, he keep thinking abt his lousy grade but he still make the effort to come my house and slack . We bought and ate breakfast with my daddy, we played CS, icy towers, watch movies, talked and disturb one another. Nothing beats a big warm hug from him. I just need him to be by my side thats all . I think all girls wants all these from their bf.

LOVE, CONCERN, ATTENTION, CARE, TIME, HUGS and KISSES

MEGA LOVE <3

Hope we really can last =)

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OIE, DAVID

MSN LA

THE QUEEN <3` @* 4:56 AM

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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

那天我揚起帆　想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說說不出來　
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍　卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百　是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛回頭看愛　都在

站在你的門外　我決心不在徘徊
心裡很多話想說　說不出來　
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百　
我應該怎麼猜

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛回頭看愛都在

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在愛一直存在

THE QUEEN <3` @* 7:39 PM

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Its heart-breaking but I guess we have no choice.

Goodbye love

THE QUEEN <3` @* 6:14 PM

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

GOSH , I FINALLY HAVE SOME TIME TO BLOG AND UPLOAD MY 21ST BIRTHDAY PHOTOS .

Frankly speaking, I am very very HAPPY that many many people came over to my birthday chalet that day . But on the contrary, I really feel like I am getting old. Imagine another 9 more years, I am going to be 30 years old already.

FUCK. I totally hate it . Shit sia, the moment i think of it I will keep shaking my head non stop.

Anyway anyway anyway, I shall thanks those who make the effort to come and the presents they bought . For those who din come, they also send in their birthday wishes.

THANK YOU XOXO

TAN WEILIE

DELWYN

ROSETTE

BENEDICT

CUI TING

AH MUI

AH MUI'S BF

YING HUI

YING HUI'S BF

DERRICK

ISABEL

SKIP

JOHNATHAN

DESMOND

JECINDA

NORLYN

KEVIN

SHENG DE

HENG

FABIAN

IAN

ZUL

AZAR

VIK

MARCUS

HASAN

FIKA

MY SISTER

SHERMAIN

AH MEI

THIRD AUNT

Thanks for coming okay ? and all the presents that you all gave. I had a wonderful birthday. Thanks to you guys.

My ITE cliques also celebrated with me on the 18 at Fish and Co. It is also very very fun to be with them . We can totally talk about anything and after so long, we still remain contact with one another. Hope this chain doesn't break at all .

Celebrating at Fish and Co is the nicest thing cause I get to share the seafood platter with Chan meng and drink the super duper big cup of the Jungle Freeze.

ULTIMATE COMBINATION

And then they will ask us to stand on the chair and they will sing us a birthday song and give us a sparkle . Its freaking nice and at the same time . It is super pai seh cause everyone will stopped eating and looked at you . But in the end, me and yu ling din stand on the chair, we just stood there with the sparkle and with birthday songs and wishes going into our ears.

THE QUEEN <3` @* 11:33 PM

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

I know I know I din blog for a long time. I was too busy hanging out with delwyn , having school and working . Life have been fun. I have been posted into a new class again but this time around, I am with classmates that I knew from last semester . So its still not so awkward .

❤ITS RIDZWAN RAYNER VAMPIRE HUNTER❤

Its has been effing long since I met up with him . I think about 1 year . Oh man, I miss him so much can . Now he is driving already and he is doing his best friend part by fetching me from school and bring me out for dinner.

❤❤

Work have been okay but there is damn alot of internal conflicts at there . Although all is auntie but they seems like they are not happy with one another but in front of the person they will still smile and all. WTF. It so damn funny. I chose to be a listener instead, I dun wanna get sweep into this kind of conflict .

I GOT A FUCKING PAY INCREMENT !!!

My doctor is like damn good . She said that she is very happy with my progress there and decided to up my pay so I am earning $7 per hour.

My pp report was being asked to rework by my pp advisor and it totally sucks. My pp is like detailed and he said that its too long. He said it should only be around 2ooo words ++ . My is like 4000++ . ARGHH !!! But I got 2 more weeks so I still can cope with it, I think .

I will upload my birthday celebration photos up here and my chalet will be at Pasir ris Costa Sands but I dun know the chalet room number yet , will update you guys again . See you guys there

❤❤

THE QUEEN <3` @* 6:12 PM

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Friday, September 25, 2009

MY BLOG IS DEADDDDDDDDDDDDD

Basically, I have no mood in blogging these weeks as I am busy with my job. Yes, a holidays job . I reckon not many people got work in these holidays. Some wanna rest as they have chiong too much for their test in school . Some like my lao po too lazy to work but I still managed to ask him to go work for some fair.

Working as a clinic assistant is not easy as it seems . I have look down on it . I have to memorise the procedures of all the adminstration work. I give one example. Just a simple work permit check up . I have to spent around 5 mins just to stamp the date, clinic stamp, paste labels. Then fold them nicely behind the patient's cards then register the paitients , record their temp and the time they came in. If they are from some requested companies, I still have to ask them to sign on a file and filled in particulars for them .

ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC ............... PLENTY MORE TO COME

but I shall stop before you all get bored

I still have to dispense medicine and read the doctor's handwriting . Why doctors dun have nice and neat hand writings ? They all must use cursive handwriting . Fuckin confusing and difficult to read but I still managed. Although, I am abit slow.

I wanna find another job but lao po say he will yang me . HAHA. Dun know true anot. He dun even have job luh. Right now, I just wanna work and save money for overseas trip next year with mummy to korean and taiwan with lao po.

me and lao po

he doesnt like me calling him this . I think is because it make him feels sissy

but I dun care

HAHA

That day, I was looking around me and I realised that my friends have started to go missing . I quarralled with lao po that day and I wanted to find my friends out but none of them is free. Okay, that feeling sucks . Sucks real bad.

Where have all my friends gone ?

Anyway, I found some nice Lady GaGa self drawn pictures on deviantart and its damn damn nice. Share it with you guys

Thats all, I will try to blog tml if I am not lazy to on my lappy .

LOVE LOVE

THE QUEEN <3` @* 7:39 AM

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

My weekends are always about staying at home and slack . But I feel like damn bored . All I do is watch tv all day. Finally, I am feeling bored after all these times. All my close friends knows that I dun go out on weekends cause I dun like the crowd and I am laxy to doll up to go out .

But these kind of life have finally bored me .

These few days I have been calling bayb all day and we haven been quarraling and THAT IS A GOOD THINGS. Damn happy can . Love him super much .