Finally school's out . I finally can enjoy myself although it's just 2 weeks. Better than nothing , I shall say. No more problem statement, presentation and long hours of lessons for awhile.

Anyway, bayb have been working and working and his attitude and temper have been real bad. Maybe its because that he have alot of problems with him lately . I will try my best to be beside him . But sometimes , I feel that its really hard . I really sometimes cant hold back my temper when he suddenly say me for no reason but he doesnt mean it . But sometimes I feel so hard to tell him how I feels when he treat me like this.

He is my super good and nice bf so in these times when he is like that I will try to understand him more. Which that is what I have been doing .

People change and oftentimes, they dont know it until some people tell them . But when tell, the person just refuse to believe . I really dun know how to say anymore. I dun want us to end . But if the fate between us really come to an end . No matter how much we want get back , we wont be able to .

he is just plain dashin lookin

Bayb is going for his attachment alr and I am gonna miss him a whole bunch but I dun think he will feel this way . I always feel that I am the one more with everything . And its the truth. I can do alot of things for him, he just cant do it back for me. Maybe because I love him too much until I dun know how to love him .

I just want a bf who really can show me how he appreciate, love and care bout me. Is it just that difficult ?