;L E A VE ME `A` L O N E;

REGRET AND SORRY

I did something and I super regret it . But it is a mistake that most people will do in their lives . And punishment and hearing will be heading their way soon, probably next week. I am already prepared for any punishment which may come. But I fucking dun like the feeling of being interrogated by people.

At this point of time, I found friends that really care for me . There are 5 of them and I really appreciate them for asking me how am I and comforting me. My horoscope is like fucking accurate, it like never gonna be so accurate like now la . FUCK IT. Its like being sarcastic towards me . But what it says really does reflect what I am going through...

The above post was written when I was in trouble but now everything is over . I am happy bout it but the matter still haunts me. I still can remember when I was waiting for my turn in a room and when I was being called in, the atmosphere was totally strict . I was standing alone with at least 7 people looking at me. I was scared but luckily, the whole things was short and when I came out, I went "Phew".

I have been through this before. Actually compared to the last one. This was nothing but it was the same scary feeling I have from last time. I felt that I let my mummy and daddy down but that point of time, I din know it would be so serious. It was just a things that everyone will do if they are in my shoes. But everything is OVER already. I was touched when my faci saw me and waving to me happily when the thing was over. He like my father sia, happy to see his kid safe and sound.

During these times, I found out that I have really good friends that care about me . Although I change class everyday but I still managed to find some good girl and guy friends . They are BaybLove, Ying Hui, Ya Mei, Rosette, Ann , Ting Ting, Wendy Woo, Ridzwan , my facilitator and another two is my cousin . Without them keep consoling me , I think I not go through this. They are my moral support .